"i can't remember all the times i tried to tell myself to hold on to these moments as they pass"

- counting crows

somewhere in between finishing powerpoint slides for the big meeting, pulling marketing reports, and trying to keep dutch from pulling over the fish bowl in an attempt to give the 'bish' his snacks, it hits me - what the heck am i doing?

i read about my mommy friends, through their status updates on facebook, on their way to take their kids to the zoo at the very moment i am about to tell Dutch "no, i can't read you a book right now, mommy has to work." and i pretty much just break down into tears and hug my little man, determining to read him 2 books when i finish my next slide.

being a mom is hard.